Exhausted. After these last couple of days it's finally setting in. Now I don't feel motivated to do anything. I all keep thinking about is pleasures and distant things. Everything has just occurred so rapidly that I can't catch up. I'm out of breath. Somehow, someway I have to regain my composure. Then, Dec. 1st was a terrible day. Disappointed is understatement to how I feel. I try to blame materials, but it all hinges and comes back to me. It is my fault for letting it happen. I did not properly prepare for what lied ahead. Now I'm feeling the devastating consequences. I'm going to sleep early today hoping that I can have a fresh start tomorrow. I need it.

I sense an all-nighter coming. Or close

enough :D. I feel that it's just about

that time. What else am I supposed to do?

Go to sleep knowing that I have three

and three quarters of essays to do

before December 1st. No thanks.

I've given myself torture already

by taking five days off these past two weeks.

Now is the time that I just slowly

let things happen.

Time for a no-look, no-time...

Looks like I will be able to catch up on what I failed on Monday and Tuesday. Why do I keep doing this to myself? I need to fix this problem.